We wonder about images of aliens and top-secret stories in the USA, these create confusion. Are hydrocephalus victims used as a certain cover? Bermuda Triangle disappearances could have been fake, or people seen and stopped. For instance, did architecture, fashion and style dramatically change around the same period of time? When did black skyscrapers or synthetic materials or geometric designs arrive? The 1950′s. From the Sixties, ecopagans altered what had been established and gradually ruined society. Even today, our modern technology and vehicles reflect a certain style.

What about evidence which is continuously and blatantly ignored by all governments worldwide, a regular phenomenon in England, best seen at the website of  temporarytemples.co.uk (I subscribe to the email)? No-one yet knows who creates them, intricate geometric designs and fractals precisely executed. Crop circles are a giant’s, created using small powerful lights controlled by a giant mind. Interesting, beautiful, thought-provoking, crop circles are Art of the Supreme Sky-Being. Why are governments still not interested? Obviously it is not appropriate to give more detail here, no-one likes to be accused of being crazy. However, look at the crop circle of 14 August 2001, called ‘The Face’ – it was disfigured.

Could a Sky Ruler dominate the Earth’s atmosphere in the clouds, descending in mist, his great unstoppable power acted out in the weather, for example, in hurricanes, tornadoes, floods, ice? He is not ‘evil’ or ‘violent’, he is right. He is a ruler of a great force that will strike and destroy evil inherent in man. He sees everything. As his daughter, I think he is very protective and close, I like to use the title YHWH El Shaddai, he is great.

Communism deceives. If you are a billionaire, then the Pope has no power over you, through the banking system. So to be a billionaire is a communist goal, but it’s the wrong way to overcome a problem. That is why we have so much greed and massive pay increases in parts of society, take a closer look at those individuals. Communism is evil. No matter how charming it is, how clever it sounds, communist principles deceive and destroy. We should also understand why the Occupy protest won’t work. Apart from the police threat, everyone is too dependant on the banks and most have debts where the Pope can use his influence.

Mandelson knows how to hit hard. He is disguised, a communist with a revolting heart, a gay politician who sucks your blood dry. He knowingly harms for his own selfish gains, revealing the communist ways of Russia. Blackly sly and underhand, he hits hard and destroys. What has he said about me behind the scenes? Did Ed Miliband use any of my writing or comments in his speeches? Read his speech to the youth after the August 2011 riots in London, the ‘so-called underclass’. I keep wondering why my situation never improves, as I persevere to make good efforts. I continuously battle the far-Right and hatred, now communism is added. Putin and Mandelson try to hide but my livelihood is at stake! The Pope also tries to hide, he can use the bank and debt. I can’t continue living on £67.50 a week for the rest of my life! (It was £52.19 previously). A callous man takes for free but hates me so much. A callous heart is not attractive.

Has my writing been plagiarised somewhere? It’s not right that I should be struggling on Benefits and JSA when I could be earning a living. From what I see and from all the trouble I suffer, am I being used or stopped? If I’m being used for free while others are employed, then that’s callous. If my writing and research creates change or influences government policy, then I should be off Benefits and earning a living. I should be allowed to promote my writing, it should be seen by the public and media. Unless someone else is plagiarising and taking credit for my work. How do I find out if this is the case? Is that why I’m kept so isolated?

For example, read the article in The Guardian newspaper, Saturday 16 July 2011 by Fiona Harvey. (www.guardian.co.uk) The ‘UK’s former chief scientist’ made ‘an explosive contribution’ to climate change negotiations. Sir David King, born in South Africa, ‘will publish a report intended to inject new life into the long-running United Nations talks’. He wants the Kyoto agreement to be abandoned but Ruth Davis, the ‘chief policy adviser at Greenpeace’ disagrees with him and says, ‘Scrapping it would send a destructive signal to investors and undermine the green economy’. That was exactly the aim of my blog, to stop Greenpeace and the Kyoto agreement.

My blog, called ‘Greenpeace Driven By Greed’ dated Saturday 2 July 2011, was written two weeks before the Guardian article. My blog involved unique research, that was work. Now it appears MP Chris Huhne is struggling, the UK government is back-tracking on renewable energy. Instead shale gas is cheaper and in abundance in the UK. I had highlighted Johnny Ball in my blog, he was also persecuted. But we are ignored and the top scientists get the credit, they don’t struggle financially.

Even the British government could have given me a job. Communism is the same, people in power just take for themselves and give nothing back in return. I just want closure for my situation. I need a lot of money and a computer. I can’t write articles for the media as I’m ignored, who controls the media? I want to see my sons as I have missed them now for 6 years. Top politicians and scientists don’t have financial problems. We need a new way in politics. The underclass must be saved, that’s why I’m a political activist. Let’s turn 10 Downing Street into a museum and use a big skyscraper instead! If anyone can help me to stop plagiarism and earn a living, now I need it!

Why can’t the public change this political stance?

Is the public stopped from protesting about corporate greed?

Who does the United Nations serve?

Who is behind human rights organisations?

Where is justice found and who determines it?

In which situations do human rights apply?

Do I have any rights if I don’t agree with the Liberals?

Are some human rights and charity organisations two-faced?

Which type of secular ethics or religion is used in government?

In October 2011, Gaddafi was slain because he had served for too long, 42 years, or was it for the oil? Britain will soon be celebrating sixty years of the Queen’s rule as Head of State. She is exempt from scrutiny by any country, but England has gleefully taken part in bombing Libya and removing Gaddafi from his rule.

Obama is a hypocrite. There was no war there until he ordered the bombing of Libya. Then he denies involvement when Gaddafi was brutally murdered. It is cruel and cowardly to kill an already humiliated ruler slowly and extremely painfully with a shot to the forehead and stomach, and then bury him in a remote unmarked grave. So look at Obama’s heart, not his charm or silence. A callous heart is not attractive.

Was sharia law decided as a premise to allow the United States of America to take control of Libya? The rebels were previously confident the USA would arrive. What is proved if the USA doesn’t land in Libya to stop sharia law being implemented? Or was the United Nations embarrassed? Look at the war in Afghanistan and the Arab countries. Either way, will the USA still enter Libya or was that stopped by human rights abuse, the brutal murder of Gaddafi? This completely cowardly way of removing leaders must be stopped.

The rules are alright for some but not for others – who decides this? As head of the Roman Catholic Church, is the Pope also the ruler of a country – the Dominican Republic? He lives in the Vatican, which is situated on a tiny seperate state also called the Dominican Republic, within Italy. Is it part of the EU and which type of laws is it governed by? What are the Pope’s links to Italy? Is the Dominican Republic split into two parts? Am I correct? What does the Vatican control?

I wonder therefore if the Roman Catholic Church is really more than a religious organisation. Is it a type of government and how is it involved with the Dominican Republic? Remember the Roman Catholic Church receives donations from its members worldwide. Is that a type of tax? So the Pope’s rule is very unique, and it appears Catholic organisations are also meddling in the politics of other countries behind the scenes.

The head of the Roman Catholic Church is a human like the rest of us, not a god. If child abuse, the sodomising of boys, is proven in his church, then the perpetrators of these evil acts should be prosecuted under the same laws as everyone else. They are criminals so why are they exempt? Why aren’t they jailed and put on a sex offenders register like others? These evil church staff don’t exactly set a good example to a just society. Do criminals join the Roman Catholic Church to escape future punishment and not be accountable for their crimes? Pope Benedict XVI is known to be soft on errant clergy.

Are these corrupt clergy exempt from persecution because they belong to a different country? The clergy belong to the Roman Catholic Church, which could be governing the Dominican Republic. Is the Vatican the government of the Dominican Republic? Does it issue passports? Do we realise this? Could their exemption from prosecution really be diplomatic immunity? If true, that means Britain’s children (even those worldwide) are not safe from these Catholic ‘foreigners’. We need to look at governance from a new perspective – there seems to be two types of government structure in the world. Has the Pope developed a country that is run seperately to the rest of the world, and possibly rules the world too? It was always seen but never admitted. Is the Vatican a world government? There are too many instances of criminal staff and scandals in the Roman Catholic Church, being above any country’s law. Diplomatic immunity? Then that is a very powerful country! Do all Catholics outside the Dominican Republic have secret passports or similar? Do they carry two passports and to which country are they most patriotic? Are Catholics a secret danger? Is the United Nations a farce?

Have I written the truth or am I just a hate-filled woman? I believe the Pope should now be put on trial in the international court to explain the Roman Catholic Church’s history of human rights and child abuse. The Pope should be questioned about his decisions and rule, because billions of people on the same planet are affected by him.

A shark cull is a good move. It helps the tourist trade and protects jobs. Give us the facts. What is the benefit of the Great White Shark? Let the Chinese contribute and pay for shark fin soup! The dead sharks can be cut up and used as bait. A levy of $2(Australian Dollar) per taxpayer is a good way of ensuring the coastline is safe and people can enjoy the benefit of the sea, tourism is boosted and jobs are created. It’s not a crime. Environmentalists are wrong, take a closer look. I will happily answer any questions. 

In Australia, there is a golf course with a small unfenced lake full of sharks. We are made to believe they were trapped there when the golf course was flooded by the sea on one occasion of bad weather. Are you kidding? Are we all that gullible? Are we thick? Golf courses are massive areas, have most people been to one?  No-one would know if you pushed your hapless, naked enemy into the shark-infested lake. No-one would hear any screams, there would be no remains left. It’s perfect for the local Mafia! So whose idea was it to keep the lake full of sharks? People who would laugh if someone fell in? It’s sick. How are they fed? I hope it’s stopped.

Val Gaize is another story, she is too much for me. Her comment in the i-paper (26 October 2011) reveals her emotionless character. Who protected this species of shark? Emilie is ridiculous- mentioning deaths by family pets. Why should we listen to them if they don’t appreciate the benefits of the sea? Look closely at the purpose of that shark. A fox is better, in the wild it is part of the natural cycle, but in the city it is a menace because human life (remember those babies scarred for life) is endangered. The shark does not belong near the coast. Just because you are not attracted by the sea, doesn’t mean it isn’t right for those that love it. Also regarding another feminist, Laurie Penny, I couldn’t tolerate her attitude. I had four beautiful sons and I’m an experienced mother, I’m very anti-abortion. Perhaps she is not a mother or doesn’t want to be one. But I notice her articles on the under-class and rioters are good ( Independent – Opinion, p13, 25 October 2011). Let’s ‘give credit where credit is due’.

It’s true, I have a lifelong phobia (apart from heights) of the sea and ships. I hope to have a cruise on a ship, a white one, in the future if its possible, to overcome my phobia. Ships sink and I’m absolutely petrified of the sea. OMG, that dark nothingness beneath my feet!  The unstoppable power of the waves! The choking and the sand!  I’m terrified of it, I could faint. But I do love rock pools, my feet firmly on solid rock of course!

I have a son, since birth my youngest child was a natural sportsman who is now in love with the sea. He is devoted to surfing, I know it is therapeutic for him. How many others do, or would, find the sea therapeutic? Why deprive them by allowing a cold emotionless killer shark to roam too close to the shore? Someone has to campaign on their behalf. My son is fearless and I’m paranoid unfortunately.

Think of Hawaai also, surfing is now a sport for schoolchildren. It’s wonderful for them, it’s a skill and part of their culture. It’s not selfish. I know some beaches can be reserved for sea creatures like stingrays and turtles, but killer sharks are a menace, there’s more natural prey for them further out in the vast ocean. The Red List has wicked ethics if it protects sharks that prowl coastlines and eat humans. Who is behind this and why are sharks endangered? Logically, what is the purpose of the shark, especially the terrible Great White Shark? The ocean is immensely huge, let them have the rest of the ocean and even the small remote islands and some shallow waters of the Pacific Ocean for instance. Can anyone tell me what constitutes their diet? The young bride who lost her new husband on her honeymoon, I can’t comprehend how she manages with the trauma.

Get real. The Earth has 7 billion people, the Sun is dodgy and carbon’s not the problem. Stop avoiding facts, it’s not a one-sided argument, dear Environmentalists! We must make the right moves and we need to expand into space, it will be possible. Two centuries ago, would our present technology be possible? Richard Branson tries, more will follow. Well done to the Australian government for the shark cull.

Should Kenya trust the foreign military involvement of the United States of America and France in Somalia? Kenya needs to be sure about any truths.

Many years ago, it was well known in Zimbabwe, I lived there, that drugs from the African region around Tanzania were making their way to South Africa. Zimbabwe police were excellent in stopping the drugs trade. But then the country collapsed. I had to leave then unfortunately. Johannesburg is an international destination, a large city in a first world country, full of night clubs, with the capital Pretoria squashed next to it ( I lived there for two months and I visited both so I know). 

This is an example. If central and southern African countries are destabilised then there is an easier route for the drugs trade. South Africa is a first world country on the tip of a continent. How could it be easily supplied with drugs, apart from by air or ship? You do not understand if you have not lived in that area and do not understand the region and the people and the lifestyles. I have travelled, South Africa is a huge rich country and the countries above it are all suffering from extreme poverty, so locals may gladly traffic drugs for the wealthy.

What about a heroin supply to South Africa and other African capitals? Egypt is still unstable, could Arab countries be kept unstable so that a secret drug trade, perhaps from Afghanistan, has a route into Africa, unnoticed? Drugs is a big business, why not? The common factors are the presence of the USA and France in this region, how much control over Somalia could they gain?

And also mentioned is the forming of a small seperate state in southern Somalia called ‘Azania’ by a French-speaking Somali man. Azania is another name for South Africa, as Mandela and the ANC will know, pre-independence. Could this reveal a secret link between a drugs trade and Johannesburg? A joke on us all? Drugs move easily through destabilised countries.

Pink represents a unisex Liberal viewpoint, radical, gay and feminist, and we are being forced to accept it. But do we know enough about the roots of this view and who is quietly gaining control over us?  The Pope only has power if he is given it. People are saying that the EU Treaty is different now to how it was in the beginning. So logically it has been altered over the years and is no longer working. We should research the original agreements and identify who made changes.

They must stop fighting. The EU crisis is dragging on unresolved. Is the friction and fighting between major EU leaders just a cover-up for the blurred political and banking truths they can’t pinpoint for themselves? Also a new Italian leader for the Eurozone worries me, and to accept a ridiculous bailout from the IMF seals the disaster. Of course the British public wants to pull out of the EU.

A lot about the EU crisis doesn’t make sense, the public and some in the media are beginning to see contradictions. Remember it is clear the IMF seems to have the principles of a ‘loan shark’. Money and debt come first, high interest rates must be paid regardless, there is no mercy. The rating agencies undermine any progress, they are used to devastate. People are reduced to poverty and the poor are hit the hardest. Look at the catastrophe of Greece. Look at the possible breaking-up of the EU because of EU ethics. Why does the IMF put pressure on the Eurozone to accept its view? The British public sees trouble and wants out of the EU, naturally. Why does Cameron want us to remain in the EU, without giving us adequate explanation? How can we sort out the EU problem before making a hasty retreat, is it possible?

It may take time to bring about change in the EU, especially if any far-Right or pro-American leaders are also involved in decision-making. They may want to maintain the control someone may have behind the scenes. We need to identify the power-players in the EU and who determines the rules. Economic trade is important but not foreign control.

Even if there was a potential crisis in the USA, Obama was removed and a new President was installed, such as Bloomberg, there are still so many conflicting political views in the USA. I’m sure Bloomberg would eschew Washington, so let him live in New York! I think the dodgy Mafia links or pressures in the White House are a little ‘scandalous’ to say the least. Otherwise Bachmann is a determined woman who is genuinely American and gaining in leadership experience. It isn’t easy to manage diversity in a modern society, especially in a country as large as the USA, and getting right the priorities and protection of society. It is a difficult balance to negotiate. It would take great skill to manage and lead that government and bring about the right change the USA needs. The USA shouldn’t be dominating the world or hiding ulterior motives linked to evil. Is the Pope linked to them in any way?

Which ugly ethics were encouraged in rebels such as the Libyan terrorists? I don’t know Gaddafi or Assad well enough, but throughout the Arab Spring countries, the USA, the United Nations and Human Rights groups are encouraging the destruction of countries by citizens hankering after feminism and a western lifestyle, without rules. They won’t accept compromise or enter discussions. It is glaringly obvious the original rebel, a man who used social media to start an uprising, has been conveniently forgotten, deliberately? Are newspaper or media owners biased? He is never mentioned in any media but he is a powerful man, he started the uncontrollable disaster. Who swiftly supplied arms to the rebels in these countries, such as Libya? Why do Human Rights groups use the emotional claims of activists to create a disaster zone and justify UN intervention? Do they use proven facts or exaggerations? Who can we trust? How do we judge leaders and how do they bring their country under control to restore law and order? Cultures are all different, we should respect sovereignty in most cases, but what has happened in the whole of the Arab Spring? Whose destructive agenda is this? That’s a lot of countries down all at once.

Human rights organisations undermine leadership and foreign governments using facts that are not always proven true. It’s like crying ‘wolf’ too many times. One day human rights action may be justified but they won’t be trusted. What are the ethics of the ‘pink brigade’? Gay rights are now overdone, we will have no natural heterosexual society left. No-one hide behind cries of ‘homophobia’, we can speak too! I find gay Pride events can be obscene. However violent homophobic acts are not to be tolerated, we must all act like civilised human beings. Disrespect creates anger. Is a heterosexual society, or even domesticated women, respected or represented in society?

In my opinion, the growing international political movement, represented by the colour of bright pink, is being allowed to rule by an unsuspecting or ignorant public which just remains silent. It’s possibly too late for a reversal if laws have been passed. The British public needs to urgently recognise this secretive political and social domination by the ‘pink movement’ and identify whose ulterior motives guide it. This is the problem behind the Arab Spring and EU crisis.

We need to research and examine what happened to the EU Treaty. Are there any direct links to Afghanistan? Are there any direct links to the Pope? Is France or the USA involved? Karzai is brave and the evil USA is now seen. The drugs trade in Heroin is hidden. Is the growing ‘pink movement’ also exposed? Where is the money made from the lucrative drugs trade going to, and how is heroin exported to the EU and elsewhere?

Britain has troops serving in Afghanistan and the EU crisis is affecting our economy and sovereignty. It’s very important therefore that we get to the bottom of this matter to save the countries involved, even to rescue Greece. I think Diplomatic Immunity is one area we could review as that is a loophole, there are no checks for Diplomats travelling or attending conferences. How many officials and Ministers support the ‘pink movement’?

The upper-class reject anything embarrassing. The under-class are an embarrassment, they are rejected and destroyed as a result. Analyse the policies and decisions of Cameron and other top politicians. The upper-class is spoilt. Pain and suffering doesn’t exist in their world. Whose lives do the upper-class politicians protect and save? Who is worth saving and what benefit will the upper-class gain from it? The only power left lies with the public to stop the injustices. Here’s a rule, hit them where it means something. For the under-class, providence doesn’t exist. The upper-class do not earn respect, they receive respect automatically.

The upper-class must show us they are genuine, that we mean something to them – they can’t. Boris Johnson does, that’s why he will win the next London Mayoral election. The upper-class reveal their hatred and contempt of the under-class. What did the upper-class (and the middle-class) think of those obviously angry young men of last August riots in London? They were not all looting (look at some of the BBC clips) and didn’t all have a previous criminal record. Duggan and the police attitude was the catalyst.

They should have been understood, they should have had jobs. Now how can they buy new clothes or have healthy relationships on Jobseekers’ Allowance or suspended Benefits? How do they eat? Do the heavy-handed upper-classes want them to become gay, or masturbate (sic)? Cultural behaviour that is acceptable to some politicians etc may not be acceptable to young men of the under-class. (Putting it mildly.) How can the under-class express their concerns if the upper-class have no proper representation? Who is the corrupt political scourge, male and female, dictating the natural order of society? Could those riots have been prevented? 

The English are spitefully overruled by heartless rich people with useless policies, who will ruin the country and destroy the under-class. That’s why I decided to start a new political party called The Generation Party on Saturday 22 October 2011. I hope people will support it, I’m serious.

Good, powerful and competent top politicians can’t take the place of the world’s leaders whom I call ‘The Treacherous Trio’. Complete megalomaniacs -  the Pope, Obama and Putin – they give no thought to the world apart from their own ambitions, they destroy the world without a care for tomorrow or the future generations. But how do we get rid of evil? These world leaders are in a missile stand-off in the bay, selfishly creating havoc with our lives. Who could replace them, is it possible? We must all be responsible for our actions. Does that mean the under-class that rioted? Then that will include The Treacherous Trio also. I have accepted abuse now and I cope as best as I can. These are selfish satanic males in my opinion.

It is disappointing that I have become so isolated in this far-Right and Tory area, it is a lonely life with no job included. The city internet and public library computers, all of them are routinely accessed by someone and I battle to get things done. It is mentally and emotionally draining, and it costs more money than it should because of the time wasted. What kind of war is this and how far is my life endangered? I just continue working knowing that all my passwords are known by others. I could write more without them delaying me on the computer, I can’t afford my own but that isn’t going to stop me.

It is painful to make an effort, to have aspirations, to work hard and know it can be obliterated – by evil or jealous people intent on keeping the status quo. However I believe if I have read the public right, then the power now lies with them. The public is not fooled by this government or any foreign control. The amount of corruption is horrendous. They want answers. We have to stand up to bullies. It pains me to see the public ignorant! 

In government, where are the real men? Look at the politicians’ characters. As a domesticated woman I shouldn’t be going through this difficult situation. I can’t even write for the newspapers or earn as a writer, my moves are blocked each time and I’m discouraged. At least Simon Kelner still has his job. I’m tired of threats and just get on with the work I have to do. No-one knows what’s going on, it’s dangerous for me to be so isolated, I have contact with nobody. At least if something happens to me, or if I die one day, then at least there is a record here. I have no way of seeing my sons again either, it is tragic for them. At least I can keep them updated with my blogs. As a family we all have to cover-up. Even the local council is against me, everyone just shuts their ears. As a British-born citizen you must know freedom of speech or respect doesn’t exist here. Why is so much taxpayers money spent by this government on protecting citizens from foreign attack or in Afghanistan? It is hypocritical if they can’t protect or help their own! My life is not worth it?

I have no idea if anyone reads my blogs or visits my website. I want to start a new political party, called The Generation Party, I have set up a small website at generationparty.org.uk.  There is absolutely nothing I can do except carry on. I have nothing to lose by continuing my effort, taking one day at a time. I want to succeed!

In the early stages in April 2011, I had a lot of hair loss, a handful of hair a day! I had to cut my hair short eventually (fortunately I had thick hair initially). Sometimes my sight was very blurred, my ears had a strange rushing sound and I slept a lot during the day. I brushed it off as temporary, but then my body became worse. There were temperature fluctuations, and reactions to my diet that are hard to describe. It was a weird mild ‘tingling’ feeling with a temperature change inside that moved through the body like a wave. The feeling from the blood coursed up and down, until eventually after some weeks, it hit the heart. That’s when heart palpitations happened, long distorted heartbeats that can be quite powerful. Sipping enough water and rest helped. The skin on my hands sometimes darkened to a purple colour and my nails turned very pale or a pale ‘blue’. I had tests and was told I had ‘enlarged blood cells’. My blood has changed to a darker ‘maroon’ colour. I still have the same fluctuations and reactions every few days but not as strong unless my diet is not balanced properly.

So I arranged a particular diet to manage my health. Variety and taste were taken into account. To cope psychologically I reduced my diet gradually, it is basically vegetarian. Enzymes need certain foods in small amounts to keep going. Binding agents such as gluten (in wheat), cornstarch (corn is genetically-modified) and gelatine are not good for the blood, pectin is better. A tiny bit of maize starch or guar gum is permissable. I don’t eat bread anymore as my body reacted to it.

The main carbohydrate source for the bulk I need to keep my digestive system working is from potatoes. High cholesterol and diabetes is in my family history so I use rapeseed oil and a sweetener. I eat mainly vegetables and fruit, it is a low-calorie diet. Sometimes I exercise and I would like to jog. I have to watch my salt intake as my feet used to swell, ghastly! Unfortunately I have no stress relief so sometimes I drink cider but I try to avoid apple sugar as it’s too concentrated and causes an infection (possibly from candida?). I must also remember to eat a portion of fruit before each meal to maintain the right balance.

I don’t want people to have the wrong impression about the food I eat as I monitor my body daily and I have to adjust my diet slightly if necessary depending on how I feel. Sometimes I have a small craving, currently dates, chocolate and baked beans with my chips, at other times it’s cider or a particular fruit. Must be the enzymes! My appetite has dropped so I’m making sure I eat enough regularly, I may get a slight headache if I delay. Also I must remember to drink enough water every hour.

I never wanted my life to revolve around my diet but it does. If certain foods are unavailable I will become ill. Who is going to help or advise me? My life depends on a very simple and vital diet. My blood cells are enlarged. My food sources are not protected. This is the important truth and I can only write about it. I need help not scrutinising! It’s like I have two bodies or internal systems in one. I have to keep them balanced due to the loss of pectin in the right types of fruit, which are also old and not freshly picked (for the minerals).

Because of my diet and political opinion I suffer abuse from hatred, and loneliness – there is no sympathy in this area, it is death either way. I’m very isolated, my moves are constantly blocked, who wants me to be suicidal? The people in control, watching everything I do and secretly tampering with my life, is every sound and move I make scrutinised? Are they right to impose their decisions on me? There are no witnesses, it’s a secret war and I feel they must act more responsibly towards a woman like this.